I hate being at the age where everyone seems to be passing away. Family, older friends, work colleagues... It sucks. I'm not even in my 30s, but they're passing on.

Title fits pretty well as a summary for my little rant. I just hate that everyone I knew are passing away. Not even over 30, but they're passing on from cancer, injuries, or more personalized causes.

It just stacks up, and there hasn't been time to properly grieve, or even come to understand it all. First it was the lockdown era from 2019-2023, then we had injuries from protests and riots during 2024 that led to their passing, and now there's a bunch of family and colleagues who pass away from cancer.

It's just... A lot. Too much overall, I can't even find myself responding to how you think someone should, it's just a blank space with a thought process of "that's another one", because there's just been so many in such a short time. I feel terrible for it, but I can't even force myself to tear up, I just get a tightness in the chest, and keep on going- and by the time I feel like I can grieve, someone else gets a terminal diagnosis, or has already died.