Money or Mental Health?

Hi, I'm 25F. I used to be an online ESL teacher earning 28k-30k monthly, along with my part-time job as a writer around 15-20k. So, before, around 50k monthly.

Now, the thing is I'm currently suffering from depression and anxiety due to stress sa ESL and health concerns, so last month, I quit my job.

I only earn 20-25k now as a part-time writer. Mababa sya pero I can work anytime, anywhere, which helps me with battling depression.

However, ina-attack parin ako ng anxiety knowing na wala akong mararating sa earnings ko now since mostly, nasa bills lang napupunta. My initial plan after resignation was to take a rest first for the 3 months, then apply for another job.

Pero na ppressure ako na wala akong savings and assets, but at the same time, ina-attack din ako ng anxiety ko knowing na I'm not yet mentally, physically, and emotionally ready to find a new job.

Kindly share your thoughts on this, please 🥺 Is it fine to rest first, or am I wasting time by settling for low salary?

P.S. Sadly, I don't have savings nor EF. Ako po breadwinner and ang daming nangyari recently, kaya nagalaw po mga savings ko dati. My main goal is to buy a lot, which I saved for, pero na-scam sa Airbnb investment. :( I feel like a fool pagdating sa pera.