is my music... ass?

I've been getting less and less confident in my actual skill level, because pretty much all my feedback is from friends and family and you know how biased they can be.

I know the mix is shit I'm still learning production, am more looking for feedback on the actual songs

https://on.soundcloud.com/AnKAUKbnhXv2HjoeA

https://on.soundcloud.com/4LGTBTtu4Cof6weR9