Feeling lonely

Hi fellow migraine sufferers,

I’ve had migraine since I was maybe 10 or 12 maybe once a year, but since august I’ve had 4. Im finding that my trigger appears to be flashing light or sunlight reflected off surfaces. I’m currently suffering with one and I’m feeling completely hopeless and alone. I’m afraid that something is wrong for the frequency to increase so much. Seeing a neurologist on the 15th. I feel like no one else understands how debilitating this is. How terrifying it is to lose vision. To lose 48 hours of life to pain and confusion and discomfort. Some words of encouragement would be lovely right now.