Void after losing my Boy - RIP Memphis

I had to put my soul dog to sleep this weekend. Fuck cancer. When does the void get smaller? I got him at 5 weeks old- he would have been 10 years old May 13. He is my home and now I feel lost.

I have been hardcore eating edibles every day after work so I don’t feel anything but I’m going to have to face it at some point. I got his ashes back yesterday.

I’ll see you in heaven Memphis Sebastian, thank you for teaching me unconditional love.