Cheating??

Hello bondhas, i’m 24f. Ela explain cheyalo teliyatledhu. I’ll try. I met my current boyfriend (28m) in our workplace 8 months ago. He is my senior. At first we were friends. We both gradually developed feelings for each other. Since then , we’ve been together. We kinda share everything, meet daily, serious dating anachu. During December , he received a court notice. Because he was texting a married lady in telegram one year ago . He knows this lady from his friend, His husband put a divorce case and case on him. Showing him as a reason of divorce ig. Atleast This is what he said to me. He got really scared , like what if his family know about this court case. And all. It was shocking for me , i never expected this like messaging married ppl and stuff from him. Even then , i still supported him. Been with him. He did contact with lawyer. And lawyer advised some quash petition or something.

Here comes an actual story: Yesterday i took his phone, to book a cab, Found on of his colleague messing him like she is his girl friend. I open that chat and see he was texting with this girl,But he been sharing reels, like girl friend reels and photos he shared to me. Calling her a baby and stuff. At first I didn’t react or say a word about it. I confronted him. What’s this ani. He tells me like girl black mailed him. If he won’t talk she ‘ll suicide ani. So he is talking to this girl . Because he don’t want another suicide case on him.

My question is like okay, you were chatting with her , because you didn’t wanna get involved in suicide case . But you should tell me kadhaa ani? Naku scene chepithe tana life lo nen undala ledha decide cheskunta kadhaaa.. Ala dachipettadam enduku? He tells me, he doesn’t want me to leave anduke cheppaledhu ani? Kaani antha selfish ela untaru andi. Nak choice undali kadhaa… ippud tanu cheppedi nijama abbadha..throughout whole time antha fake Emo anna doubt naaaku…

I have lot of trust issues in my past. He knows it too. I couldn’t imagine him doing this to mee. Why people are too selfish? May be i’m wrong for allowing ppl to cheat on me. Or may be i’ll never be someone’s priority. Ika selavu..