Secretly eating meat

I've been a vegetarian since I was 12, like no eating gelatin or using makeup products that have animal fat and such. This is my second baby. I had no cravings like this with my first but like I need meat! I'm only 6 weeks and this is the second time where I've sat in my car to eat a chicken wrap. I'm going through a little crisis but it's so good 😭🤦‍♀️