I wish I could be less obsessed with things!

No, not hyperfixations, because that can both be cool and annoying. This is just bad obsession. I’m currently obsessed with my fanfic I’m writing and the one reader who slowly reads my things, I’m obsessed with a childhood friend who won’t respond to my messages, and I’m obsessed with these messages and I can’t think of anything else. I’m chronically online and I check my notifications at least once every hour, because what if one has read my fanfic or what if my friend has finally replied? I want to rip my eyeballs out and never read or write anything again, but even then I would find a way to check my notifications…