How do you guys keep going on?

I’ve always been that guy asking my close friends how their day was, making sure everyone I knew, knew that they at least had one person that was rooting for them.

Now, I’m at the point where I’m tired trying to be there for everyone, I constantly help all my friends get great things that I’d love to have, relationships, jobs, freedom, relief from stress, and I’m really just wondering how much longer until it’s my turn.

Idk, kind of a rant, but hopefully some of yall can feel what I’m putting down.