Really hate hate my life

So today is my birthday and my younger brother stole 100 rupees from my father's pocket yesterday He had to bring something gift for me and my father came to know about this He beat him a lot and took the 100 rupees back and he scolded us a lot and mom was cooking in the kitchen my dad threw all the food out of kitchen just because my brother took 100 rupees from his pocket my dad is alcoholic It's so hard to live wish i could just end everything idk if i should share more but it just awful that my dad locked our kitchen from last night so we could not eat and my mom is just crying in a room i have no clue what to do i just wanted to share with someone