im so fucking tired of everything

i just hate everything. genuinely everything. nothing is enjoyable, everything puts me through stress and sadness and its fucking tiring to have to wake up everyday and know that im about to go through hours of pain that give absolutely no gain in the end and just results in the same things happening the next day. im tired of not being good at anything either, i cant do anything at even just an average level of skill, so whats the point of me being here? why am i here if im good at nothing and only go through pain every single day? this shit sucks