Found my DOC today

I’m pretty close to 2 years clean now. I find it funny that during my most desperate moments of using where I thought I had checked every last corner of my house to find anything I could take, I found nothing. And today, while cleaning out an old jewelry box, I found a bottle of pills. I feel so so angry that even after 2 years, I still desperately wanted to take them. I felt so weak in that moment.

Fortunately they are gone and I didn’t use today. But man, this is proof that I can’t go without this program.