no community

Whenever I find myself in a really bad spot I always have the urge to find + join some ED group. When I was younger this wasn't an issue with all the groups I could find and join, but now as an adult it's like...these groups are still just teenager spaces ?

Even certain apps I'd go on and be on the ED side of, it's all just teenagers. It's like I grew up but the spaces didn't which is frustrating because I just want somewhere to be and talk with likeminded people. Obviously I have reddit but you get ur post banned for breathing wrong if ur not careful and it's like. I just want to be able to say what I wanna say and do what I wanna do 😿