Used to be pretty

I SWEAR I USED TO BE PRETTY I was looking back at old photos of me from a few years ago and I was so cute with such pretty hair,good eyebrows and makeup so now I just feel so shitty that I felt so ugly at the point cause now ive fucked up my appearance by trying to look like other girls. Ive heard it before from my mom too that I fucked up my looks and i cant help but think my classmates, friends and bf all think the same I just want to go back in time to let myself know how beautiful I was and how I shouldn't change it at all but i cant help how insecure ive always been